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differences... some food for thought - Goth Dragon's Rant's
My own views, some you might agree with, others might be offended.
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differences... some food for thought
funny how we tend to see ourselves differently than others see us. or how we might really be. for example, i got these results from a silly little quiz, (and we know how acurate those can be.)



You Have A Type A- Personality



A-





You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds




i must say, probably pretty accurate for the most part, given the answers i gave, which were honest. however, when i just step back and look at myself, that's not really what i see. and that's not the only case. there have been many times when people tell me that i'm this or that, and to me, i think that they're smoking crack or from another planet.

which leads to an interesting hypothosis: could it be that i am those things by not trying to be them? i mean, when someone claims to be god's gift to women, what's our first impression? that they are definately not said gift, right?

but if we are just ourselves, doing things that we would normally do, others might see things in us that we couldn't or wouldn't. case in point: i have been called a god before. there is someone that has truly named me as her god in bed. (yeah, i can't figure it out either) i myself, would never claim to be that, simply based on the fact of experience. or lack thereof, as i've only had 4 partners in the past nearly 4 years. and that's it. (for those good at math, yes i was 27 my first time.)

so how is it that someone else can not only see me as some sex-god, but actually call me one? by me not trying to be one. i don't brag about my sexual prowess. hell, not really sure that i have any. but that doesn't matter, really. the important thing is that i pay attention to my partner, notice the reactions. go with what she likes, don't on the dislikes.

i don't talk about what a god i am. i do what a god would do, i suppose.

and that is the most important thing to remember. actions speak louder than words.

so, if that is true, makes me wonder about what other have told me that i dissagree with about myself. might they be right also? we shall have to see what new discoveries are made.

Current Mood: thoughtful thoughtful
Current Music: 'broken' seether w/ amy lee

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padfootsgoddess From: padfootsgoddess Date: February 13th, 2005 05:30 pm (UTC) (Link)
I've never thought anything but good things about you, it's been really great getting to know you thus far :)
gothdragon From: gothdragon Date: February 14th, 2005 12:12 pm (UTC) (Link)
i too have enjoyed getting to know everyone here on lj that i more than likely wouldn't have in rl.
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